I used to be able to, not sure why I cannot now,
I used to be able to, did I forget how?
I used to take these waves like a man,
Now wondering if I even can.
What changed in me, what changed in me,
Just leave it be, just let it free.
I don’t need this fake misery,
And what it conjured up to be.
I used to push it down,
now it seems it pushes me around.
I used to leave it hanging in space,
Now I force with added disgrace.
I used to do so, must once again,
Bridge the space between now and then,
maybe one day I can recall when,
there was a colder me in my den.