Wasted in Waiting

You can longer scream because no one wants to hear it anymore (quite rightly so),
I don’t want to be this trust me truly, a broken window with no door (so where do we go?),
This is not what they said it would be if I kept me and my cool (who is it that you see?),
I admit to nothing, yes it’s hard to move from beatings but I’m no common fool (what are we trying to be?).

I Waste in waiting, inner self starts hating, why not where the hell is the proof?
That I am something, seems like nothing, this world is so hidden and aloof.
Don’t want to be the one saying it must be nice,
You have no idea how cold it is here, wrapped in ice.

So what does it feel like, I’m starting to not remember,
These feelings so useless, why shan’t I just dismember,
Please send no more hope I have no umbrella from the rain,
I beg you don’t tease my skin, it’s broken from the pain…of being wasted in waiting.

So here we are again, I feel like I was teased along to ‘why’ (where can we turn to now?)
I really believed again, now it feels like I swallowed my own lie (can we please just have relief somehow?),
Not just one item on sale but the entire lot feels broken (how can work never seem to pay?),
Still will not give in, but it’s so hard when love received is so unspoken (how do you expect one to ‘live’ this way?).

I Waste in waiting, inner self starts hating, why not where the hell is the proof?
That I am something, seems like nothing, this world is so hidden and aloof.
Don’t want to be the one saying it must be nice,
You have no idea how cold it is here, wrapped in ice.

So what does it feel like, I’m starting to not remember,
These feelings so useless, why shan’t I just dismember,
Please send no more hope I have no umbrella from the rain,
I beg you don’t tease my skin, it’s broken from the pain…of being wasted in waiting.
Thomas Spychalski

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