Good Little Doggy

Bored and lonely, once again in this room,
The same old cell of four walls.
Pardon and parole, once again I am gone,
No time to stop or to stall.

Putting the toys in the toy box,
Because I no longer want to play.
it seems the only time you are happy,
is when you get your own way (and I stay).

Good little doggy he said, just sit right here,
You used me to buffer all your fear.
Your little best friend now has grown heavy with your pain,
Gave me all the shit I hold, yet still, I abstain.

Drugs and booze used to be my calling card,
Wash away any feelings of thought.
When you fell you fell hard,
and you want me to re-buy what I already bought (and thrown away)

Putting the toys in the toy box,
Because I no longer want to play.
it seems the only time you are happy,
is when you get your own way (and I stay).

Good little doggy he said, just sit right here,
You used me to buffer all your fear.
Your little best friend now has grown heavy with your pain,
Gave me all the shit I hold, yet still, I abstain.

Sins and events, I can’t quite remember,
While laying in that bed.
Yelling and angry, you shouted it at me,
Does that mean it was true?

Want you to know I forgive because my soul is all I was left with.
Want you to know I love you, even though I still burn.
Want you to know I wish I had a father, even though your right here.

Manipulate, I procrastinate, only because of your fucking hate, this is it all goes down, soon you’ll see who wears the crown, king of the house, king of the dog, while I wandered in this deep fog, you took my actions but not my soul, I will no longer bury this shit back in that hole, blacked-out memories, I’m not right, but still, I won’t waste another night..this is you…you were inside me and I have to let you go…

Putting the toys in the toy box,
Because I no longer want to play.
it seems the only time you are happy,
is when you get your own way (and I stay).

Good little doggy he said, just sit right here,
You used me to buffer all your fear.
Your little best friend now has grown heavy with your pain,
Gave me all the shit I hold, yet still, I abstain.
Thomas Spychalski 

2 Responses to Good Little Doggy

  1. deeplyrootedbymehak says:

    Nice Post!;)

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