Such a fool was I, on those dark nights, listening to the cries of the wolves outside my door.
They could not be domesticated, my heart and soul was confiscated, now I am bitten to the core.
Then a person appeared in my window and they were full of delights:
“Do not listen to the wilderness of thought, I am here to keep you company on this cold, cold night.”
“Only thing I require is just a few drops of your blood, I mean you have an abundance, why it’s nearly a flood!”
So I let them drink from the vein closest to my heart, and the pain subsided with the thrill of purpose and pieces were glued together that were once apart.
As days grew to months and years I grew sick and weary of their promises and tales of the world outside my chambers, they refused to let me join in the internal life I sought, but they made use of every stolen hour they had bought.
Finally one night they stayed far longer than usual, almost to the rising of the new day’s sun:
“This is it for you I’m afraid to say, there is not one drop left I need, today is the day.”
I puffed up proud as I could, starved and angry at the wait, but the next part proved a dire fate.
“For you see today I will leave you to burn, you silly man, who wanted to let us feed, do you finally now understand?
I never wanted your company, never wanted your presence near mine, I just wanted to quench my need for blood and now its almost time.
You will be reborn then I will burn you, such a stupid plaything that you are, you said you desired light in your life so I’ve given you this burning star.
Take your mortal coil, make it rattle fine, excuse the smile on my blood soaked lips, you really thought you were mine.”
So he leaped from the window down to the snow covered ground, after that I heard not a sound.
Too weak to move because of the draining, to save my own skin I now was straining.
Finally exhausted I just watched as the sun rose over the hills, bringing a light of promise to those without ills, finally relaxed as I started to feel the burn, for some of us there are balanced relations, the rest of us may never learn.
Calm washed over me as I watched my body burn and wither, a victim of the gullibility to not be alone, everyday wants that never came hither.
Peace, at last, this was now, no worries, problems, or debates, for some of us can climb the steps to solace, but for some of us, who try to draw love from stones, it is much too late.