Analysis Paralysis

September 27, 2016

man-160034_640Information collection, no redirection, lost in reflection,

hate to mention, learn how to heal but leave the infection.

Knowledge is to be on the edge of knowing, so anger is now growing,

Screaming know it all, who damns his own heart, pain overflowing.

 

To know the answers, right here in your head,

Yet those voices still want you dead.

Oversimplification of stepping into the fire,

Yet the ‘they’ inside still call you a worthless liar.

 

Data without a cause, stagnation without pause, breaking natural laws,

He who does not stand crawls, he who hides builds his walls.

Understanding is to be standing under mistakes and blunders,

Damn the ego and jealous pride that just pushes you back under.

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Forced Insomnia

August 20, 2016

Can’t rest and trying to keep this mind at it’s best reframed pathway of thought is tiring…

Wide awake so inhuman in a way, but every time in the blur of new awake the negative voice is conspiring…

No chemical can weaken the resolve, the days roll by without any time to let it sleep…

Cause we have spent way too long in forced stasis and we can ever go that far again into it, not that deep…

 

Forced insomnia,

So we can’t awaken and find,

That all those old chains,

Have again encircled your mind.

Forced escape from REM,

Cause every now and then,

From dreams comes wicked reality.

 

No more days waking up lonely if you never have to wake up and start on over….

No need to have to claim peace with the daily rundown, the fake it till you makeover…

Now much more time to stay, to live in the mindset of yesterday and all its strength…

Just don’t worry awake or sleeping the life always end up at the same length…

Forced insomnia,

So we can’t awaken and find,

That all those old chains,

Have again encircled your mind.

Forced escape from REM,

Cause every now and then,

From dreams comes wicked reality.

And I’m still not tired.

Thomas Spychalski

 


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